who is she?

hey stalker,
wonder who she is right?
inilah amaya saya!
cantik menarik tetarik da boom!
wuuu wuuu..
weewiittt!
syg syg~ pinjam pic 2 ye..nampak sedap sgt dok upload pic sy ye~
syg syg syg kau sgt2!
geram pipi tembam tuh!
nk kawin ngn awok nk mati ngn awok!
hugkisshugkisshugkiss!!
syg syg syg syg syg syg awok sgt2 aynn!

come back

hello blogger..
dah berkurung aku x update blog neh~
tibe-tibe hari ni terbukak hati aku nak update blog..
ape kne pun x thu~
mungkin korang x update sgt kehidupan aku sekarang cmne kn..
its totally change..
i meet someone..
aynn amaya~
sumpah lain dari yg pernah aku kenal..
skunk ni dah dekat 5 bulan aku ngn die~
aku dah berjanji ngn diri aku she's the last woman that i want..
i want to marry her..
sme bnde pasal die aku suka..
ape yg die buat aku x pernah amik hati..
mg kerenah tu mcm budak kecik~ klu depan mata dah me kne trik pp tuh~
syg syg.. jauhnye kite kan?
jgn risau.. jauh dimata dekat dihati..
mungkin skarang kita susah..mana tahu satu hari nanti kita dekat..
merajuk dia..mengada dia aku x pernah pun anggap tu satu beban..
biasalah perampuan nk perhatian..
ngn mak ayah x tunjuk semua tu..sebab ape? sebab dah besa~ so boypren jugak la tempat die nak buat sme tuh~ its ok aku x kesah pun..
cme biasa lah kadang2 ada bnde yg x puas kan hati..
contoh kne tinggal ke ape ke..
ade bnde yg kite x boleh nak elek..
so aku harap aynn boleh paham keadaan aku sekarang cmne..
aku tersangat sygkan kau aynn~ jom lah kawin jgn la tgu 5 thun lagi lmbt tuh~
hugkisshugkiss aynn amaya~

~~4.02 am~~

tengok jam kat tangan dah pukul 4 pagi..mata tak boleh nak lelap..ape kene dengan kau ni?
aku pun tak tahu la..sejak 4 5 hari lepas hidup aku sekali gus berubah..
after aku kenal serang budak perempuan ni..
tapi ceritanya sangat complicated..
dia sangat lah lain..
boleh buat aku gelak..
buat aku menangis..
dalam masa yang sama aku boleh sayang pulak kat dia..
ape kena dengan aku pun tak tahu..
dah macam xde hala tuju da..
sumpah gelap..aku x thu mana nak hala~~
sana gelap sni pun gelap..
tapi bila dah kenal ngn dia ni..
aku rasa boleh keluar dari jalan tu..
yes..i admit i do luv u..
tapi masalahnya dia sudah berpunya..
so i have to understand the situation..
admit that she belong to sumone else..
not to me..
it's ok..
sekarang pun dia dilema dengan boy dia..
i just give her what a friend should give..
support..
mabey u can say u luv me..
but i don't think u can leave ur boy easily..
aku xnk menjadi perampas..
kalau dah takdir..
u belong to me..
i accept u with all my heart..
i'll take a good care of u..
i can't sleep right now..
keep thinking of u..
no matter what happen..
i just want u to know that i right here beside u..
walaupun kita x bersama..
simpan la dalam hati kamu yg saya syg kan kamu..
sy akan sayang kamu sampai bila-bila..
feeling lebih plak kn..??
dah x nk feel cmne..dok blooger smbil layan lagu alyah ni..
hadoooiii~~



selit sket video dia..
haha..
korang mesti da dengar kan lagu ni..
1st time aku dengar..
meleleh beb!!
thanks to her cz introduce me this song..
sekelip mata je aku boleh berubah lah~
rasa macam kne boom je..terdiam sekejap..
i think she the one that i'm looking all these year~~
my dear..
just want u to know..
i'll be beside u..
make u smile
make u laugh
luv u
care u
every second i think about u..
i just wait u~
just don't send me back to the old time..
can't wait to see u!
i miss u so much..
*ok now im crying*
farkkk~~hahahah
can't stand anymore~~
heeeee~~
later guy's
hope u all have a good day~~
bye~

~~i wish that u know...~~

i wish that u know my feel..

i wish that u see me..

i wish that u hear me..

i wish that u can be beside me..

i wish that u never leave me..

i wish that u will become my soul..

i wish that u become my heart..

i wish that u know how much i care about u..keep thinking u every second..

i never regret's i keep texting u..although u never reply..enough for me darl..

i want to see and hear u said "yes i do love u"..i'll wait that moment dear..

i'll wait 4 u my dear..i can wait u..there no body can replace u in my mind..

every second that i have is 4 u love..

i'm begging u..just open ur eye's..i'm more perfect than he..i can love u with all my heart..

just see me..give me the chance to make u smile ..be with u..

it should be me holding ur hand..it should be me making u laugh..it should be me bying u present..should be my shoulder that u lend when u crying..it's me my dear..

mabey it's just a dream my dear..

i do luv u..

but i'm afraid if i tell u..it will bother u..

so i just be like this :)

i do luv u budak kecik..

wish u be mine~~

~~goyang kepala goyang~~

it's been a while..not a while i think..

it's been so long im not update my lovely blog..!

so far so gud..

banyak berita baik berita buruk..

the good new's is..

sy dah kerja! hahaha..sekejap je la..sebelum smbung balik kt tati tersyg..!

sbb tu la kot xde mse nak blogger2 neh..

keje hari2 bz je..bz la sgt kn?

bz la..! huhu

bse la..hidup pun macam biasa..nothing special happen..as usual..

bgun pagi..mandi..amik phone kt tepi tv..yg dah penuh dicharge..

tgok phone xde cpe2 pun nk msj..haha..

macam biasa kan?

hurmm..pkai baju g kerja..

smpai tmpat kerja termenung kt pintu kabin ni ha..tgok budak2 buat kerja..dari kol 10 smapi la kol 7..xde buat ape2..

busannyeee hidup..

sometimes wish my world end now..

feel dont deserve live at all..

mabey sumone should used my life..

balik kerja pun dok rumah..tgok tv..rasa nk online online la..

tapi ape dapat ngn online?

kat chat list beratus2 online..bila tegur semua x jwb..diam je..

so fucking bored lah..!

wish someone here beside me that can cheer me up..just like the old time..

just like what skylar grey said " i need a doctor to bring me back to life "

sho's gonna be the doctor..keep waiting till the last breath..

i just can see the people that i care haapy beside their partner..

enough for me to see them happy..

sedih la pulak kn?

haha..just a simple story..doesn't need any attention from anyone..

just do what i want..

dunno where to write this damm thing..my diary already full..haha..

apebnde conteng pun x thu..

just feel people around me dont want to accept my self..

just be a rock in the middle of the road..

sampai disini warkah sya.berjumpa di lain hari..hhahahaa bye!

bila rasaku ini rasamu - kerispatih

~~wedding~~

perghhhh..

dpn umah ade wedding ari nih..terbaik awek2 die..ase cam nk g makan 2nd time je..hhahaha..

ade awek 2 aduihhh..cam model pom ade..wakakaka! xleh thn aku tgok die..wakakak!

xpe2 ptg sket la wt2 mke bgon tdi pastu g wt mke nsem skali ag..td ma men ske2 da pom..

wakakaka..

xleh bla la ko ni azim!

hahhaa

:)

~~kl oh kl~~

hurmm..

mgu ni ngn mgu lps rase pnt yg amat..

x thu la knpe..

perubahan cuace kot..skit tekak..dmm..batuk2..

haish,,ape la cuaca kt kl neh..

x baik untuk kesihatan langsung..

lme da ase x mndi pntai..

hujung bulan ni ase nk balik pulak..

~~tired~~

just finish playing futsal at sport planet sunway..

just visit my cik baha@jonny here..mish demmmm~~

wtf la!lol...

gtg guys..

later ok :)

ade mate tgok ade telinga dengar ade mate tgok..ade otak?? lu pk la sdir...lalalal~~

~~haha~~

its easy right?

sume nya senang manusia ni..patut la suma nak mudah je.

kadang-kandang aku rasa macam aku ni R&R pun ada..funny it is??

easy come and easy go..da macam touch and go pun ade..

mabey aku ditakdir kan begini kot..

im prefer to be alone..

she give me her ring..but i dont wear it..i just wanna give it back..

aku x leh simpan lagi die..

it's not ur fault darl..

just me and my self..

sudah la .aku da benci hidup gni..sedih jew..

aku nk hepy..xde awek pom aku boleh hidup ape..

nk yn lyn cam bse..xnk sudah..

macam smlm..jauh2 datang ngn dmm lagi..nk jupe just wanna say 'i miss u lot'..

tp xpe la x sempat..tp just ske jew tgok muke die..hilang kejap dmm ase..walaupom kejap..but it's ok..

chill ajim :)

~~pecah rekod~~

its is funny to hear that im not going out from my house today..hahahaa

so funny seyh..x kua satu hari..pecah rekod..

da jadi anak dare da aku neh~

~~perghhhh~~

terbaik!

smlm terbaik!

lepak kt hard rock cafe kt kl..

release all my tention..

band yang main pom terbaik..thumb's up..!

~~new new~~

new kn??

comel jew..bg aku la..

da lme x update blog ni aser cam rindu plak..:)

hurmmm..sepergian aku kt lua nih..

byk bnde yg berlaku..

macam2..ade suka ade duka..

jatuh hati..patah hati..

macam2..

tp skunk mood sedih gile babeng!

hurmmm..aku ade ske sorang awek neh..comel + cute..(tp x pndang pom)..haha!

baru 2 3 hari jpe..aku da jatuh hati kt die..apesal ea??

x thu la..mudah sgt aku neh..

aku confess la kt die..then she accept..but die x nk declare lagi..so im just wait..lagi pom bru ag kan.,..sku pom x nk terburu-buru..bnde nk pakai lme kn..

so da 1 week dok msj kol die..kdang2 kua lpk ngn die..

then..kemarin.. she text me and said.."can we just be a friend?"..hurmm..

terpena hati ku dibuatnya..huhu

xpe la..redha jew la aku..nk ckp ape pom x bleh..aku x slah kn die..aku keciwa ngn diri aku yg cepat sgt suka n jatuh hati kt die..nk buat cmne.feel 2 dtg,..x leh nk pkse2 kn.

so just close my eye's and admit the truth..:) chilling2..

bse jew..xpe la..mabey u not 4 me..i better chow :)

mbey kite leh kua lpk lagi..tp thing will not ever be the same again..i'll treat u like my friend..sory..klu peragai ak mmbuat kan kamu terasa..but u wanna friend so i just treat u like my friend..

hurmm..gtg buddy..meet again okey?? daaa~~

:: haish ::

last night lepak ngn izany kt rasta TTDI damansara,

shisha pastu mkn char kwe tiau..terbaik la jugak..wakaka

then tibe datang idea budus aku...amk gitar then main jew kt c2..awek2 kt meja sebelah dok usha2..

usha ape cik kak oi??

mau knal ka???

ahahaha...

nk knal x perlu mlu2..meh join skli..lalalaala~~

after that anta izany kt s.alam..aku grak blik pj...

otw blik pj..dgr lagu kt suria.fm 2..haish..xleh bla lagu2 die..

sume jiwang2 kot..tibe2 datang la feel bodoh 2..

gle banggang jew ase..

npe la tbe2 jew mncul feel tu??

hurmmm..

redha jew la..

sabar yok!

kdang2 ase sunyi gile hidup neh..x adil bg aku pom ade..y??

hurmmm..

hanya allah jew yg thu..

aku just boleh doa jew kt DIA..

mudah2 aku dapat jodoh yg baik...:)

hurmm..

later ok guy's..

daaaaa~~~

::soklan hari ini::

hurmmm..bgon jew tdo

tbe2 terdetik kt hati..

apa perasaan org yg kne main eA??

so..aku nk tnye kt korang

"pe perasaan seorang itu apabila dijadikan R&R..??"

huhu..sounds ok sket..xde la skit hati ble yg mengR&R kn org tu bce..rght??

hyeee there~~

berabad x update..bkn x nk..mlz jew nk update..

now i currently at petaling jaya,,:)

da strt da pom praktikal..mcm2 halangan nk sampai..

skunk ni da bole bernafas..

walaupom aku sendirian skunk..just get back to my old life..lonely and alone..:)

xpe..aku da bse..

haha..aaron kn kuat..

if u read this post..just igt la..aku syg ko lagi..

da 2 mgu nset aku senyap..bill pom x byr2..

mlz nk byr..bio jew la g2..

yg kol umi, abah, n my friend..2 pom jarang..jarang sgt..

kdang2 stu hari diam..hurmmm..

rase bosan sgt2..

cam aku ni w wujud seyh..

haha,..

ape aku kesah..

aku leh hidup la..

aku xperlu nk story kt cpe2 pew yg aku ase..aku ade diri aku..bio la aku ngn diri aku jew yg thu...

now i just fokus to my study..

da nk abh da ajim..sket jew ag..ble ko da pkai rx8 nt..awek ramai cari ko..wakaka..

xperlu nk ssh2 cari awek da..

ape aku kesah..

xde awek lagi bgos la..

haha..

sudah2..byk mmbebel kang ade pulak org marah..:)

mau tdo..sok ade kje nk dibuat..

mood skunk..work work work..

i just a workahiloc person..:)

sory gadis..no more u all :)

byeee..daaaa~~~

~~haha~~

haha..

diluar suka..didalam??

spe yg thu..

chewahhh..permulaan ayt pom da x leh blah..

exam da abh..

tp knape aku aser cam x hepi jew??

exam pom huru hara..

x msok pper elektrik..

amt wt lebih kurang jew..

tool and die economic pom tgl kosong..

cmne nk score nih ajim??

ckp jew pom pom tp buatnye hampeh..

haha..

aku kot yg mslh..

badan da smpi kt tati..g kt dak2 ni study..

ko study x??

x pom..

tgok jew org study..

ko???

aku amk psp main jew..

kol 12 amk kunci krete blik umah tdo..

sok exam mule la..otak kosong..

penyelesaian die..

toyoll???

x..

letak kpale atas meja..pastu tdo..

wakaka..

terbaik kot..

ni la the horrible sem aku..

x pnh ag aku aser gni..

cam bangang jew aser..

aku pom x leh nk ungkap kn rase nih..

cz x pnh ag rase gni.

aser cam org bodoh..

bodoh gile2..

aku pom x leh nk slh kn spe2..

aku kot yg slh sbb buar diri aku jd g2..

so jgn la wsau k..

aku x slh kn ko..

u wanna free..??

just go..

i let u free...

bio la aku aser ko pnyebab die..

jgn igt aku ni kejam..x mfkan org..

aku da mfkn ko mlm tu ag..

aku still syg ko..

ko nk dunno pom wt la..

jgn wsau kn aku..

aku mg da totally lost..wakaka..cam keter la plak..

dah2..

aku mlz nk pk ape ag..

bia la die nk buat kputusan..

aku trut jew la..

bnde da jd da pom..

da buat slh tp x nk betulkan.

aku plak yg terhegeh2 cam aku plak yg slh..

bgusnyeee ajim nih...:D

haha..

untung la cpe dpt aku nih..

wakaka..

aku da sewel kot..

nth la..

aku pom x thu la npe aku jd gni..

ni adalah slh stu care aku nk release tention aku.

aku da x thu ag mne nk tuju..

xde arah da nih..sume gelap..

aku nk sgt ctite kt ko..

tp ble aku kol ko ckp lebih kurang jew ngn aku..

so..

aku mlz nk gdoh ngn ko..

just let it be..

ok then..

byk2 aku membebel nih..

exam pom x thu pas mne..

npk dah kt c2 xleh lempar topi thun dpn..

haish..

sory kwn2..

aku da mungkir jnji..

kiter da jnji nk lempar sme2..

tp apa kn daye..

aku x dpt nk elak kn..

small matter aku x leh nk handle..

aku harap korang berjaya dlm hidup korang..

jgn lupe plk jenguk aku nt k??

aku ade jew kt tati nih..

korang da kje jgn lupe plak blnjew aku..

haha..

ok guy's..

aku da x nk mmbebel dah..pnt!

jge diri sume..

thkz mne2 follower yg bce ost aku nih..

nk komen..komen la..

klu xde pom xpe..wakaka

daaaa~~~

salam sume!

The Black Eyed Peas - The Time (NEW SONG 2010)

~~bola~~

holla!!

currently at rahman @mat lanun house watching arsenal..

haha!!

sorry.....:|

hurmmm..

almost 2 night i cant sleep..

otak da hang..mate pom hang x leh ttp..

so ape ag ak nk buat??

perlu kew ak merayu lagi??

or just i wait n see..??

ya allah..

bg la petunjuk mu ya allah..

ak da x thn lagi..

jika aku benar tlg la tnjuk kn kebenarannya..

ckup la..

ak mg da leh nk pk ppe da..

final ak da xnk pk da...

npe mst ble ak nk final jew..ade bnde besa nk timbul??

manusia ni mg x sempurna..

kdang2 kita lakukan kesilapan..

hari ni kpale ak skit sgt2..

penadol da abh da 12 bijik ak telan..tp kpale ni dok skit ag..

kang migrain ssh plak..

ptg td smpat blik umah jap..blik2 tros bring kt peha umi..

bring jew..

prasaan nk ngis tu ade..tp aku thn..xnk umi rsau kn ak..

nk sgt ak ngis kt peha umi..

npe la nsb ak ni mlg??

ak ni djadikan utk ape??

utk wt org bhagia??

tp aku??

aku??

ape yg ade ngn aku??

xde ppe azim..

cme yg ade hati ko yg slalu kne bling cam bola..

ak lebih suke tgok org yg aku syg hepy..biar lah aku yg skit..

ak x kesah..biar aku ngis kt dlm hati dari org lain yg npk..

da lah..mlz da nk ckp..

mg ak da xthu nk wt cmne ag..

just serah kn kt allah..bg aku petunjuk..

jika kita ikhlas allah akn bantu kita..

ak redha jew skunk ni..

sabar azim..ko bkn sorang yg pns baran..igt blik cmne ko bgon dlu..

just remenber..cpe yg tmn kn ko mse kop jtuh dlu..bgon sorang2...cpe yg tmnkn??

hurmmm..

xpe la guys..

ak nk kua dlu..

skunk ni pom da kt kol 2.40 pg da..

ak nk kua nk tenang pkiran dlu..

g pantai pom bleh gak mse ni..

see u later...

assalamualaikum...